Wednesday, August 8, 2007


My bunny look
Alamak .. I'm wanted .. shy shy
Oh no .. don't tear down my billboard. All my fans will get dissappointed.

My sweety's feet

My beautiful little foot
Yo ... my feet ... nice leh ..
The size is 3 inch .. hahahah

Qian Ning - 2 Aug 2007

Hmmm .. someone is staring at me
Let me see, who is staring at me .. hmmm
Ohh. .. it is my daddy and mommy. Alo.....

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Baby - Yellow (Jaundice)

On 3rd August, nurse told SF that baby is yellow, we will need to admit baby to the hospital for UV lighting to remove the yellow. Poor my little sweety.

Poor Qian Ning

Qian Ning rebelling .....

29 July 2007

Baby was born.

At 0300 hrs, SF give me a call that doctor has give the permission to admit her to the labour room. I was so nervous and excited after receiving the call. With my half open eyes, I quickly get dressed and rushed to the hospital. On my way to the hospital, I kept praying to the god to help SF to give birth easily and safely. By 0320 hrs, I'm already at the hospital. After I have parked my car at the basement, I quickly ran to the ward first. I didn't see her at her bed, then I checked with nurse and she told me that SF had already in labour room. Guess, what I was so scared and worried that she was in pain. When I reached labour room, the nurse tease me that no need so hasty, she is yet to give birth. She even teased me that I reached office in such a short time, I must be speeding all the way to hospital. If anything happened to me, then I can't even see my daugther coming to this world and in turn SF will have to come visit me. :p

I managed to see SF at 0330 hrs. She look very much in pain. She had dilated for 3cm. In GH, doctor will only help mother to deliver baby when the mother had dilated for 10cm. In general, 1 hour is equivalent to 1cm for first baby. SF was attached to a machine that can monitor baby heart beat and level of pain that SF had been endured. Seeing her in so "san fu", I feel so bad cause there are nothing that I can help her to reduce her pain and I can only sit by her side to support her. At certain point of time, when the machine show the pain level at 60+, SF will be very much in pain. SF has been very brilliant, patient and determined in the whole process in delivering the baby.

In between, I tried to close my eyes to save energy for later. After a long wait, nurse finally told me that SF had dilated for 10cm. They can start the labour process. I was like "It's time". SF was given a short tutorial by the nurse on how to successfully give birth to the baby. SF was so much in pain but yet she was so determined to deliver the baby. I was so sad to see her in such unbearable pain and yet I can't help her in anything. All a sudden, warm tears flow down from my teary eyes. I feel so weak and small for not being able to help her. How I wish baby born quickly and release SF from the pain. After a long 20 mins, baby finally come to this world but I still can't stop the tears from my eyes. I was so happy to see baby was safe and healthy. As usual, baby will cry when they were born. The first scream (cried) by the baby was such a beautiful melody on my ear. SF instantly show her mother instinct by trying to comforting baby when nurse hand over the baby to SF. Guess what, I still can't stop crying when nurse asked me to wait outside while they treating SF and the baby.

My little sweety was only a mere 2.84kg.

My little sweety in her sleep.

She is still in her deep sleep.

Waiting ....

Although SF was admitted to hospital on 27 July, but for 2 days, there aren't any sign that baby is coming. I know she has been very anxious for the baby arrival and so do I. I can sense her fear and worry since baby EDD has already been late for 4 days. There are plenty risks for a overdue baby. I tried my best to accompany her at the hospital from morning till evening. Hospital only allow visitor to start visiting their families member from 1300 hrs to 1930 hrs. In the morning, I will bring breakfast prepared by mom. I'll deliver the breakfast to her but since they do not allow visitor to stay in the ward yet, so I have wait outside. While waiting for 1300 hrs, I normally take the chance to doze off on the long chair at the waiting hall. Then mom will bring lunch by 1300 hrs. I know at this time, SF need my company, hence I'm trying my best to be with her. I knew that she need my support. SF has been suffering and sacrifice a lot for carrying my baby. So I'm trying my best to be a good husband.

Around 1600 hrs, I will go back to get mom prepare the dinner. After dinner is ready around 1730 hrs, I will go back to hospital again to deliver the dinner to SF. It have been a tiring trips, travelling from home to hospital few times a day. But I know it is worthy. I like the feeling of being a father.